k. you all win. f\/[k it. nobody seems to understand that i try and you all dont seem to be appreciatave of a concept. so im quitting. halo brings me (as does most of lifes "adventures") too much heartache for it to be fun anyomore. killjoy everyone.
tsce was the last big hurrah and you all hate my own creativity great.. remove the rectal corncobs folks. i dont need these kindof personal attacks. what can i say, im a bit more dramatic than some. grow a heart. okay scum, thanks for ruining it. thru with it.

its been nice working with supportive people. maniac you are wonderful keep being strong and keeping being a helpful person you go thru an amazing amount of stress to help you are a legend you taught me to use 3ds max. thanks for being awesome. spiral you are great too. sparky thanks for helping me discover some awesome stuff about myself. teh lag? thanks for being inspirational. cmt. thanks for releasing awesome stuff.... if you were otherwise compassionate and understanding of my apparent problems and otherwise helpful thanks., id add you as well to this thank you post. to everyone who kills joy, leave and never talk to me again. dennis, thanks for helping eliminate the rats that try to pollute the forums. it wasnt enough though unfortunatly im afraid.. want to see me come back? maybe i might.. show some compassion. maybe i wont let my dreams (or rather dreams for the world) die.... ive been playingthis game sence i was 12. time to move on i guess?

do you care about the community and its members? do you care about someone with an iq of over 140 who might not be interested in life pretty soon because hes surrounded by the incarnation of uncertanty, and fear, and stress to the point that his life is dehibilitating in and of itself, with no sence of direction and his only focus is being trashed? do you think some of these above comments are unjust? do you think that people deserve a bit f respect even when something doesent go well or turn out great? then post on a this thread.

you people should consider yourselves lucky im even alive. i wouldnt have been..... if it hadent been for some compassion at the beggining of my high school carrer., which obviously isnt here. i was going to die my first week of high school from suicide caused by intense bullying to the point where i started beliving that i actually was bad. that i was less than human.... i thought i was worthless... . i have scars left and right all over.... not my own doing.... from when i was attacked, punched and kicked and hit with things for 5 years. held in chokeholds, and beaten within an inch of my life many days i would wake up unconcious. ... i was only kept alive willpower wise because a girlfriend i had was there for me. thats it. i was also molested at 7. do you understand the things you do affect the other people around you? do you understand that the "drama" i put here, is a direct result of the kindof stuff that makes geniuses with brilliance, and compassion for the world and its creatures, kill themselves? whats wrong with this world?

money matters, fame matters, people aparently dont. this is the reality im forced to face and it sickens me. i am better than this. WE ALL Can be better than this. or will we just sit there and do nthing?

"all it takes for the worlds evil to win is for ENOUGH good men to do NOTHING." -edmond burke

And why should we consider ourselves relevant to your existence?
I don't mean that in a negative light. A genuine thought. Think about it.

The only person that looks out for yourself is you. Family. Friends. In that order.
Everybody has different factors that affect their lifestyle. It's unfortunate that yours is worse than others. But what will YOU do about it? It's a harsh reality. But it's what we've got.
You choose to be strong or you choose to remain weak. With enough time, enough will, anybody can be strong.

#Repost

Somebody get this guy a "Helpful Poster" tag.

ive worked on this for years this game and these things that i am nnaturally as a person. i cannot change myself to accomidate the world. the world beng that its unaccepting of differences is impossibly difficult. i dont know why i exist, right now. i just do. plain and simple. i exist-ed to bring joy to the world, at my own expense apparently. joy is a thing that refuses me now. i welcme and claw and devour every little atom of joy i can get. i know now the world and its dark. the darkness consumes everything. its a sad fact. i exist. all my time ive tried my whole life to see life as a grey.... for a game ive been playing for 10 years, ive never seen so much hatered. theres reasons why people quit. there is no greater attack to be made upon me than to mock the last 10 years of life.... or to be told that i, and my work is a waste. an ultimate attack on me as a person. and so i finish the game, uncertain if it was worth it. maybe to return another time.

I love this place

Again, no one will care how long you worked on this for. Only what it results in.
If you had fun doing it, then good for you, you took something out of this experience. If there's nothing left for you here then it's time to move on and do something else that intrigues you. Such is the beauty of this world.
And if cannot change yourself to accommodate the world, well... I dunno what do say. The world definitely isn't going to change anytime soon to accommodate you. Or me. Or anyone else for that matter. There are a lot of people that embrace differences. Find them.

You don't know why you exist? Not many people know what their purpose is either. In fact, people go their whole lives not knowing. I'll let you in a little secret.
People don't come pre-made to exist for something. They find and make things to exist for. Do you Thomas Edison came out of his momma's belly and immediately thought "My mission is to provide the world with a source of power."? Of course not.
If you've got nothing to live for, make something to live for. Simple.

Joy is overrated. It comes and goes. Take it when it's there, leave it when it isn't.
Personally, I don't think it makes much of a difference. I'll probably re-evaluate that when it comes to retirement age.

So people mock you saying the last 10 years of your life was a waste. SO WHAT? Leave them be. If YOU think the 10 years of your life was a waste, then it's a bigger issue. But if some guy wants to talk crap, let him. Don't let his negativity influence your own being.


ikr lel

the old me you make me smile in joy. ^_^
Now you die!!!
Edited by SGT Arroyo on Mar 18, 2015 at 04:44 AM

Thanks for your contribution to TSCE, I really enjoyed it!